3:20am The idea of probably have to seperate with Hilton scared me. I woke up from dreams and tears was already flowing on my face. Again, the question of what do I pursuing in life appear to me. If I'm to be an ultimate traveller, I don't seems to be able to keep a dog, untill the day I settle down myself. But when will that be? I don't know.
For this uncertainty, am I going to give him away? There were many times before that I had an idea of giving him up; when he was tremendously destroyed my home furnitures or my belongings; when he didn't understand he shouldn't bite me or anyone. But I swayed that I would never gave him up. He is my child. My little one who is the most loyal to me no matter what, because he has only one person in life who love him and spoiled him. It's me.
For some people, this is sounds ridiculous! They don't understand the bond between an animal and a human being can be such strong and the love is so deep. Well, I can still remember how Ozzy was when the day when I am leaving Boston, most probably leaving his life forever. Tears was in his eyes that I saw so obvious he was depressed.
I still remember when I had little talk with my good friends in Boston: The human can talk on the phone or email, but Ozzy can't read and write u an email even if he miss you. He can only keep everything to himself, in the bottom of his heart!
But it was still okay for me to leave Ozzy because his family is still there with him. They love him. But who is here for Hilton if I'm leaving? I am the only family and only one for him.
God, can you show me what to do? I'm going to kiss him up, in the middle of the night now, to give him a big hug!
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