Brida 87

......She was on the beach with her father, and he asked her to go and see what the temperature of the water was like. She was 5 years old and glad to be able to help. She went to the water's edge and dipped in the toe.
'I put my feet in and it's cold,' she told him.
Her father picked her up and carried her down to the water again and without warning, threw her in. She was shocked at first, but then laughed out loud at the tirck he'd played.
'How's the water?' asked her father.
'It's lovely,' she replied.
'Right, from now on, whenever you want to find out about something, plunge straight in.'

Happy Birthday TonTon

20082008
Today is Hilton's birthday! He is now 1 year-old.
I got him from the breeder on September 14 last year when he was only 6 weeks old. He weight about 3 KG that time and so small like a new born baby. I still remember the way he was when I observed him playing with his sister in the breeder's place. I took about 2 hours to decide who to bring home, and finally he did. I also remember YewOnn carry him in his arms, he looks so small in his arm, so innocent in the first day at home.

A few days later, when he get used to the environment, he started to show his real character, his real naughty boy behaviors!

Take care of him is never an easy things. He loves to destroy things to release his energy. I used to claim that I am a maid ever since I 've got him. My easy lifestyle became a disaster in the first few months. I was totally overwhelmed with cleaning work at home after a whole day of exhausting schedule at work. Weekends were never a free time for me that time. I have to wake up as early as weekday to feed him breakfast.

But if you ask me have I regreted to bring him into my life, my answer is definately - NO.
I am happy. Happier than before I have him. He is such an angel, an adorable sweetheart to me. I can tell he is, to many others too. My neighbours' kids are all his fans! He is the superstars of 2/1A.

So, started this month I have bought him new toys every week. Today I have given new toys to him too. Besides his dog food, he had milk, can meat, and a new big bone to chew. Eric also brought Bobo over to our house to celebrate Hilton's birthday. They had fun playing after so long they have been apart.

I keep his cake in the refrigerator for tomorrow. I think he has eaten too much for today.

Kiss him a good nite before bed.

Happy ONE year old baby!

爱得太迟

我过去那死党早晚共对
各也扎职以后没法畅聚
而终於相约到但无言共对疏淡如水
曰夜做见爸爸刚好想呻
却霎眼看出他多了皱纹
而他的苍老感 是从来未觉太内疚担心
最心痛是 爱得太迟
有些心意 不可等某个曰子
盲目地发奋 忙忙忙其实自私
梦中也习惯有压力要我得知
最可怕是 爱需要及时只差一秒
心声都已变歷史
忙极亦放肆 见我爱的见双至
要抱要吻怎麼也好 偏要推说要等一下次
我也觉我体质仿似下降
看了症得到是别要太忙
而影碟都扫光但从来未看 因有事赶
曰夜做储的钱都应该够
到圣诞正好讲 跟我白头
谁知她开了口 未能挨下去 己恨我很久
错失太易 爱得太迟
我怎想到 她忍不到那曰子
盲目地发奋 忙忙忙从来未知
幸福会掠过 再也没法说钟意
爱一个字 也需要及时只差一秒
心声都己变歷史
為忙未放肆 见我爱见的双至
要抱要吻要怎麼也好
不要相信一切有下次
相拥我所爱又花几多秒
这几秒 能够做到又有多少 未算少
足够遗憾忘掉
多少抱憾 多少过路人
太懂估计 却不懂爱锡自身
人人在发奋 想起他朝都兴奋
但今晚未过 你要过也很吸引
纵不信运 你不过是人
你想很远爱於咫尺却在等
来曰别操心 趁你有能力开心
世界有太多东西发生
不要等到天上俯瞰

Update 1

I have straighthen and dyed my hair black, so you won't see me blonde now
I bought some new clothes and shoes, to replenish my empty shoe rack since they became Hilton's toys
I bought Hilton some new toys and treats, so he won't target at my new shoes, and for his birthday month
I started to work 5 days a week, and get RMXXX paid per day if I am on Weekend duty
I shifted to a new workstation again, after shifted for X times since the office building renovated
.....
other than that, everything as usual.

WithOUT a MAN

A woman without a man is like

a fish without a bicycle....

(copy from this blog http://thatwaswhat.blogspot.com/)

幸福

听完一位不久前认识的朋友述说他的心路历程，再一次领悟所谓的“人不可貌相”。

所认识的朋友当中，他是唯一一个，让我不得不敬佩。跟他的外表相比，故事中的人物，也许只相是电影中一个悲惨的角色。而现实中的他，却让人误以为是那种不经一事的大少爷。

我出身不算大富人家，但爸爸妈妈也不曾让我挨饿。念书的时候，我也曾打工。但赚来的钱，都是用来旅行或满足自己的物质欲望。从来没有真正受过苦的我，原来已经是那么幸福。

很难想象八十年代的马来西亚，还有处于贫穷水平以下的华人人家。他所谓的贫穷，是家里没有钱开饭，甚至要向别人借米糊口。很小的时候开始，他便一家一户去卖椰浆饭，派报纸，以赚钱养家和交学费。中学的时候更几乎因无法维持生活而休学。幸好一直撑了过去，中学毕业后领了奖学金，买了一张从东马来的机票，从此开始了一个人离家奋斗的另一个里程。

之后，当然少不了丰富的打工经验。平时到酒楼去当伺应，周某又到云顶去打工。一分一秒都不能浪费。就这样书念完了，可以打工养活自己。 当然从来没有停止帮补家里的开销。只要有能力，他就会回馈社会，回到以前的乡村去帮助那些平穷的孩子，希望他们也能有机会念书，以脱离平穷。

如今别人看到的他，厢车宾影，的却无法将他与贫穷撤在一起。但我相信他的信念：只要有机会帮助别人，无论是什么时候，我们都应该义无反顾，不需要计较回报。有舍就有得。

听完他的故事，真的由衷感谢上天赐予的种种。 我身体健康，有一份还算可以养活自己的工作，有爱我的家人和可以让我需要时抱头痛哭的朋友。虽然没有要风得风，要雨得雨，但总算幸运的拥有不少。

所以，记得在别人让你难堪时提醒自己：“看开点”。

我有 Hilton! 我是幸福的！

一辈子

另一个无风的夜晚，外面的街静了，心里却开始吵了。

你说我是个会让你一辈子忘不了的人，一辈子都会记得我。
很熟悉，好像有人曾经对我那么说。
对，很久以前，他也那么说。

我怎么知道, 我会不会在另一个转弯角被遗忘？
也许我也会一辈子不把你从记忆里擦掉。谁晓得？

看来，又是一个漫长的夜。。。