London Weather

It has been rainy past few days and not much of sunlight we are getting. We used to stare at the traffic on the highway and some vehicles make their turning smoothly on the flight over U'Turn ramp through the full glass window behind our seats (Me and Ray). Ray loves the 'London' weather and I remember yewonn is the same too.

We have instructed the contractor to hang a giant banner on the building external facade last Saturday. Ever since then, we have even less sunlight through the window. Not to say about watching the traffic, there's nothing much to see except a giant piece of swingging banner blocking our views now. How come I left out this part earlier? Well, but it's not under my control, even if I have realise that earlier.

It's freezing cold in the office today. It's raining outside and the air-con indoor make it even more like a London weather. And the London weather form a London mind - I'm sleepy!

11：50

一天忙碌过来，很疲倦了，但还是不舍得休息。
常常是这样，好像觉得时间不够，怎么一天又这样结束了？

寂静的夜，雨后的凉风，加上喜欢的音乐，很舒服！

明天我可又要‘熊猫眼’了。

Brida (Paulo Coelho) 88

She may only have been twenty-one, but she had already nurtured many enthusiasms, which she had abandoned as quickly as she had taken them up. She wasn't afraid of difficulties; what frightened her was being forced to coose one particular path.

Choosing a path meant having to miss out on others. She had a whole life to live and she was always thinking that, in future, she might regret the choices she made now.

'I'm afraid of committing myself,' she thought to herself. She wanted to follow all possible paths and so ended up following none.

Even in the most important area of her life, love, she had failed to commit herself. AFter her first romantic disappointment, she had never again given herself entirely. She feared pain, loss and seperation. These things were inevitable on the path of love, and the only way of avoiding them was by deciding not to take that path at all. In order not to suffer, you have to renounce love. It was like putting out your own eyes in order not to see the bad things in life.

'Life is so complicated.'

You had to take risks, follow some path and abandon others..........

That was the law of life. That was the Dark Night, and no one could escape the Dark Night, even they never made decision, even they lacked the courage to change anything, because that in itself was a decision, a change, except without the benefit of the treasures hidden in the Dark Night.

'Perhaps the times when it goes wrong are teaching you somehing,' said her father. But Brida was sure that she'd taken the wrong path and there was no way to put things right.

Her father took her by the hand and led her into the living room. There was a large, antique grandfather clock, which had stopped years before because it could no longer repaired.

'Nothing in the world is ever completely wrong, my dear,' said her father, looking at the clock. 'Even a stopped clock is right twice a day.'

Brida 87

......She was on the beach with her father, and he asked her to go and see what the temperature of the water was like. She was 5 years old and glad to be able to help. She went to the water's edge and dipped in the toe.
'I put my feet in and it's cold,' she told him.
Her father picked her up and carried her down to the water again and without warning, threw her in. She was shocked at first, but then laughed out loud at the tirck he'd played.
'How's the water?' asked her father.
'It's lovely,' she replied.
'Right, from now on, whenever you want to find out about something, plunge straight in.'

Happy Birthday TonTon

20082008
Today is Hilton's birthday! He is now 1 year-old.
I got him from the breeder on September 14 last year when he was only 6 weeks old. He weight about 3 KG that time and so small like a new born baby. I still remember the way he was when I observed him playing with his sister in the breeder's place. I took about 2 hours to decide who to bring home, and finally he did. I also remember YewOnn carry him in his arms, he looks so small in his arm, so innocent in the first day at home.

A few days later, when he get used to the environment, he started to show his real character, his real naughty boy behaviors!

Take care of him is never an easy things. He loves to destroy things to release his energy. I used to claim that I am a maid ever since I 've got him. My easy lifestyle became a disaster in the first few months. I was totally overwhelmed with cleaning work at home after a whole day of exhausting schedule at work. Weekends were never a free time for me that time. I have to wake up as early as weekday to feed him breakfast.

But if you ask me have I regreted to bring him into my life, my answer is definately - NO.
I am happy. Happier than before I have him. He is such an angel, an adorable sweetheart to me. I can tell he is, to many others too. My neighbours' kids are all his fans! He is the superstars of 2/1A.

So, started this month I have bought him new toys every week. Today I have given new toys to him too. Besides his dog food, he had milk, can meat, and a new big bone to chew. Eric also brought Bobo over to our house to celebrate Hilton's birthday. They had fun playing after so long they have been apart.

I keep his cake in the refrigerator for tomorrow. I think he has eaten too much for today.

Kiss him a good nite before bed.

Happy ONE year old baby!

爱得太迟

我过去那死党早晚共对
各也扎职以后没法畅聚
而终於相约到但无言共对疏淡如水
曰夜做见爸爸刚好想呻
却霎眼看出他多了皱纹
而他的苍老感 是从来未觉太内疚担心
最心痛是 爱得太迟
有些心意 不可等某个曰子
盲目地发奋 忙忙忙其实自私
梦中也习惯有压力要我得知
最可怕是 爱需要及时只差一秒
心声都已变歷史
忙极亦放肆 见我爱的见双至
要抱要吻怎麼也好 偏要推说要等一下次
我也觉我体质仿似下降
看了症得到是别要太忙
而影碟都扫光但从来未看 因有事赶
曰夜做储的钱都应该够
到圣诞正好讲 跟我白头
谁知她开了口 未能挨下去 己恨我很久
错失太易 爱得太迟
我怎想到 她忍不到那曰子
盲目地发奋 忙忙忙从来未知
幸福会掠过 再也没法说钟意
爱一个字 也需要及时只差一秒
心声都己变歷史
為忙未放肆 见我爱见的双至
要抱要吻要怎麼也好
不要相信一切有下次
相拥我所爱又花几多秒
这几秒 能够做到又有多少 未算少
足够遗憾忘掉
多少抱憾 多少过路人
太懂估计 却不懂爱锡自身
人人在发奋 想起他朝都兴奋
但今晚未过 你要过也很吸引
纵不信运 你不过是人
你想很远爱於咫尺却在等
来曰别操心 趁你有能力开心
世界有太多东西发生
不要等到天上俯瞰

Update 1

I have straighthen and dyed my hair black, so you won't see me blonde now
I bought some new clothes and shoes, to replenish my empty shoe rack since they became Hilton's toys
I bought Hilton some new toys and treats, so he won't target at my new shoes, and for his birthday month
I started to work 5 days a week, and get RMXXX paid per day if I am on Weekend duty
I shifted to a new workstation again, after shifted for X times since the office building renovated
.....
other than that, everything as usual.

WithOUT a MAN

A woman without a man is like

a fish without a bicycle....

(copy from this blog http://thatwaswhat.blogspot.com/)