Memorable moment

Someone is extremely happy?

Oh yeah, I am! hahahaa

This is a memorable moment, a memorable day - 221208

It means a realizing of dreams... a blessing from God... good wishes from all of you

Arigato!

Counting Down 221208

10 and a half hours from now...I will know the result...
Will I be lucky all the way from day one?
Will I be on my way to realize another dream of mine?

What if...? No...

I have to stay positive, have faith!

I guess it's time for bed...get ready for good day!

Good nite

Good service, good luck!

I went to a bank to certify my bank statement today. I expected to be 'abandoned' for a while before they could process my request. But surprisingly, they were so friendly and helpful. The officer who helped me out even wished me good luck, with his big smile on his face. I have to mention that with his BIG smile, sincerely wished me! I can still remember how he look like (I normally don't remember people face right after I turn my back). I really appreciate that he didn't keep me waiting for hours and I guess today is a good day, with good luck.

Hope my luck will be good on next Monday as well. :) I will!

MAMMA MIA

I just came back from the Mamma Mia Musical show in Istana Budaya.
I am very tired but can't zzz yet because I washed my hair and it's still damp.

I sat at Upper Circle which is located at Level 2. Frankly, it's not a good seat (tier 3), see the show from bird eye view and far away from the stage has discounted the excitement :(
I couldn't see the faces clearly and not to mentioned about their expression. Both Donna and Sophie have short hair, unlike the two actresses in the Hollywood movie. I like the long hair Donna and Sophie better, more feminine. Besides, Sophie is a bit too 'up trend', probably because of her costumes, she wore skinny pants instead of skirts, discounted the look and feel of an island girl. Donna also a bit plum comparing the Donna in the Movie.

I don't mean to criticise about the actresses but that's how I feel. But well, put aside all the above, I think they have great voices, sweet songs! The stage, the lighting, the flow, and music are all cool.

I guess this could be the best Mamma Mia show in Malaysia (for the whole period) because the King was wacthing the same show with us tonight! That's the best part to brag about. haha

A great experience though. I like stage play.

凡事只能靠自己

Faith

You need to have faith

Stay Positive!

Hectic....

So hectic!

I dreamt alot last night
Thought I'm late for work when the alarm turned off this morning
A few seconds later I realise that today is Saturday

So many things to do so I got up from bed and started a day
finished at about 3:15pm and came home for my late lunch and snacks

wanted to take a nap but those hectic issues still remain annoying me
someone told me to take it easy, have faith, have confidence
but it takes alot to be easy
and what if, it doesnt turn out the way I wish?

Oh God...can you give me some hint?
Do it now? or later?
I know I no longer ask the question: should I do it or not?
because I know I should do it, with no fear

I should always have faith, the guardian angel will always be with me

The angel is not well

天使也生病了...

What is right?

There are times in life when we need to make decisions
some of them may change the way of life
I may regret for the thing that I did
I may even regret for the things that I didn't do
So what is the right thing to do?

A shocking story

Very Shocking.... .
This is a real story of a young college girl who passed away last monthin Penang. Her name was Ai Ling. She was hit by a truck. She had a boyfriend named Tony. Both of them were true lovers. They always talked onthe phone. She used to be never found without her handphone.In fact she also changed her network from Maxis to Digi, so that both ofthem can be on the same network, and save on the cost. Even when Tonyleft overseas to finish his masters, they constantly kept in touch. She used to spend half of the day talking with Tony. Ai Ling's familyknew about their relationship. Tony was very close to Ai Ling's familyas well. (Just imagine their love) . Before she passed away she alwaystold her friends 'If I pass away please burn me with my handphone' shealso said the same thing to her parents. After her death, people couldn't carry her body. A lot of them tried todo so, but still cant everybody that had tried to carry the body, theresults were the same. Eventually, they called a person known to one oftheir neighbours, who can speak with the soul of dead person and who wasa friend of her father. He took a stick and started speaking to himself slowly. After a fewminutes, he said 'this girl misses something here.' Then her friendstold that person about her intentions to burn her with her phone. Hethen opened the grave box and place her phone and sim card inside thecasket. After that they tried to carry the body. It was then movedeasily and they then carried her into the van. All of us were shocked. Ai Ling's parents did not inform Tony that AiLing had passed away as they're waiting for him to come home after hisgraduation.. After 2 weeks Tony returned and called Ai Ling's mom....... Tony: 'Aunty, I'm coming home today. Cook something nice for me. Don'ttell Ai Ling that I'm coming home today, I wanna surprise her.'Her mother replied, 'Come home first, I wanna tell you something veryimportant.' After he came, they told him the truth about Ai Ling. Tony thinks thatthey were playing a fool. He was laughing and said 'don't try to fool me- tell Ai Ling to come out, i have a gift for her... Please stop thisnonsense'. Then they show him the original death certificate to him. They gave himproof to make him believe. (Tony started to sweat) He said... 'Its nottrue. We spoke yesterday.. She still calls me. Tony was shaking. Suddenly, Tony's phone rang. 'see this is from Ai Ling, see this....' heshowed the phone to Ai Ling's family. all of them told him to answer. hetalked using the loudspeaker mode. All of them heard his conversation. It is the actual voice of Ai Ling &there is no way others could use her sim card since it is nailed insidethe grave box! They were so shocked and asked for the same person's (who can speak withthe soul of dead persons) help again. He brought his master to solvethis matter. He & his master worked for 5 hours. Then they discovered one thing whichreally shocked them....






Digi 'I will follow you!!!'

New Shoes

It will be perfect if this is in black. Unfortunately size 6 (UK) in black is too perfect and ran out from the shelf. I really like the design and can't resist to bring this home even it's not a black one. I think it will go well with skirt or even my hot pants!! :P

I am suppose to buy a pair of black shoe to go with my black dress for my Annual Dinner 2008. Yet this is not in black. I like the chocolate color leather, it looks like snake skin! So elegant and ladylike! :)

沙发

新买的沙发今天送来了。PVC 的L SHAPE 黑色沙发放在我家大厅看起来有点像一朵鲜花插在牛粪上，格格不入。 Hilton 好像也很雀跃， 立刻跳到沙发上去爬着，可爱！

有了新的沙发，我可以呆在客厅比较长时间了。 Hilton 也喜新厌旧，不要躺在它的‘床’上休息， 反而喜欢跳上来和我争位子。 我再三警告它不许咬沙发， 也不晓得他是否听得明白。 希望它乖乖别打沙发的主意。要不然我可要把它丢出去。

Don't Give Up on Dreams

I have a friend named Monty Roberts who owns a horse ranch in San Ysidro. He has let me use his house to put on fund-raising events to raise money for youth at risk programs.The last time I was there he introduced me by saying, “I want to tell you why I let Jack use my horse. It all goes back to a story about a young man who was the son of an itinerant horse trainer who would go from stable to stable, race track to race track, farm to farm and ranch to ranch, training horses. As a result, the boy’s high school career was continually interrupted."

When he was a senior, he was asked to write a paper about what he wanted to be and do when he grew up. That night he wrote a seven-page paper describing his goal of someday owning a horse ranch. He wrote about his dream in great detail and he even drew a diagram of a 200-acre ranch, showing the location of all the buildings, the stables and the track. Then he drew a detailed floor plan for a 4,000-square-foot house that would sit on a 200-acre dream ranch.
He put a great deal of his heart into the project and the next day he handed it in to his teacher. Two days later he received his paper back. On the front page was a large red F with a note that read, `See me after class.' The boy with the dream went to see the teacher after class and asked, ‘Why did I receive an F?’

The teacher said, ‘This is an unrealistic dream for a young boy like you. You have no money. You come from an itinerant family. You have no resources. Owning a horse ranch requires a lot of money. You have to buy the land. You have to pay for the original breeding stock and later you’ll have to pay large stud fees. There’s no way you could ever do it.’ Then the teacher added, ‘If you will rewrite this paper with a more realistic goal, I will reconsider your grade.'

The boy went home and thought about it long and hard. He asked his father what he should do. His father said, ‘Look, son, you have to make up your own mind on this. However, I think it is a very important decision for you.’ Finally, after sitting with it for a week, the boy turned in the same paper, making no changes at all. He stated, ‘You can keep the F and I’ll keep my dream.’ Monty then turned to the assembled group and said, “I tell you this story because you are sitting in my 4,000-square-foot house in the middle of my 200-acre horse ranch. I still have that school paper framed over the fireplace. He added, “The best part of the story is that two summers ago that same schoolteacher brought 30 kids to camp out on my ranch for a week. When the teacher was leaving, he said, ‘Look, Monty, I can tell you this now. When I was your teacher, I was something of a dream stealer. During those years I stole a lot of kids’ dreams. Fortunately you had enough gumption not to give up on yours.’

Don’t let anyone steal your dreams.
Follow your heart, no matter what.

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My new bags

This is the one that attracted me to the shop...and the longer I stay in there, the more I wanted to buy.

This one come with yellow and pink. I picked the pink and sister picked the yellow. Both look great!

This one is cool!!

Day 1 after castration

"How can I sleep with this fucking cone on?"

"Mommy, don't u see I'm suffering? I really hate this. Can you take it out, please..."

"Okay! I know I have to stay with it for now. But the cushion doesn't help much. I am still not comfortable with this!!!"

Today is the PRESENT

Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room.

One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon

to help drain the fluid from his lungs.

His bed was next to the room's only window.

The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back.

The men talked for hours on end.

They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation.

Every afternoon, when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window.

The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside.

The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake.

Ducks and swans played on the water while children sailed their model boats.

Young lovers walked arm in arm amidst flowers of every color and

a fine view of the city skyline could be seen in the distance.

As the man by the window described all this in exquisite details, the man on the other side of the room would close his eyes and imagine this picturesque scene.

One warm afternoon, the man by the window described a parade passing by.

Although the other man could not hear the band - he could see it in his mind's eye as the gentleman by the window portrayed it with descriptive words.

Days, weeks and months passed.

One morning, the day nurse arrived to bring water for their baths only to find the lifeless body of the man by the window, who had died peacefully in his sleep.

She was saddened and called the hospital attendants to take the body away.

As soon as it seemed appropriate, the other man asked if he could be moved next to the window. The nurse was happy to make the switch,

and after making sure he was comfortable, she left him alone.

Slowly, painfully, he propped himself up on one elbow

to take his first look at the real world outside.

He strained to slowly turn to look out the window besides the bed.

It faced a blank wall.

The man asked the nurse what could have compelled his deceased roommate who had described such wonderful things outside this window.

The nurse responded that the man was blind and could not even see the wall.

She said, 'Perhaps he just wanted to encourage you.'

Epilogue:

There is tremendous happiness in making others happy, despite our own situations.

Shared grief is half the sorrow, but happiness when shared, is doubled.

If you want to feel rich, just count all the things you have that money can't buy.

'Today is a gift, that is why it is called The Present.'

Love me, Love Hilton

Learnt an animal idom today:

Love me, love my dog
- If you love someone, you should accept everything and everyone that person loves.

So, Love me, Love Hilton :)

Tissot?

I was in the meetings the whole day at work. Eyes were blurrr so I looked at my new watch. It's lovely!

A bad day!

I, kena my first 'ngao yuk gon' for the first time due to speeding.
It was on my way home from Hartamas Shopping Centre. There's never got people drive less than 80KM/H on that road because it's sooooo damn long and straight (good for drifting in fact).
At least for my past few years of driving experience on that same road, I never saw any drivers drive within the speed limit.

So today was the so unlucky day for me. I saw a zebra wawing a red flag from far and it was too late for me to slow down, and he gave me a signal to pull over.

He gave me a big smile (shit!) and asked me to show IC and driving license. After another Zebra copied down my IC info, he smile to me again and mumbled to me. I asked him to repeat and he said again: "Ah moi u pandu laju, nak saman kah?" I denied and said: "tak ada la..less than 80." "tak percaya? Okay nanti post gambar bagi you" and he added then immediately returned my IC and license and turned to another big fat.

Geeesss! I was so confused! Was he asking for bribe or really taken my picture?
Just so not worth it...I rather donate the RM300 to those needed or even get myself a Mamma Mia ticket, or a new sofa set, or...a Zara piece? Damn it!

Trust your instinct

You won't believe that, I watched High School Musical in cinema yesterday!

I wasn't too keen with that movie, thought it's too 'childish' in some aspects. But my niece is so keen for that and I am once in a while a good 'yi yi' too. So I picked her up from her English centre and headed to the cinema. It was a long queue at the box counter and I was about to say: "why don't we go...for shopping instead?" But of course, I didn't disappoint her.

It's actually turn out not bad. I kind of enjoy the show. There are some parts where the two main characters doing their Waltz, it's great! I wish I could dance like that. But I was just too funny looking on the dance floor, always forget my steps and Jacky used to remind me and count the steps for me. Oh well, those are sweet memories, I ever dance! hahaa...

I always pick up something from a movie or else, I won't say it is good and worth to see. There's a part when the teacher spoke to Troy when he is confusing about his directions:

"TO TRUST ONE'S INSTINCT, AND THAT TAKES COURAGE!"

How many of us do that?

简单的快乐

快乐其实可以很简单
清晨的凉风，夜里的繁星煽烁，湖面明月的倒影。。。
Hilton 的天真活泼，朋友的一句问候，陌生人的一个微笑。。。

Happiness can be so simple
A breeze in the early morning, the starry starry night, the moon that mirror on the lake...
The innocense of Hilton, simple greeting from a friend, and a smile from stranger...

Thank you for open your arms for me

People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime.

When someone is in your life for a REASON,

it is usually to meet a need you have expressed

Some people come into your life for a SEASON,

because your turn has come to share, grow or learn.

They bring you an experience of peace or make you laugh.

They may teach you something you have never done.

Thank you for being a part of my life, whether you were a reason, a season or a lifetime.

Winner Takes It All

I don't wanna talk
About things we've gone through
Though it's hurting me
Now it's history
I've played all my cards
And that's what you've done too
Nothing more to say
No more ace to play
The winner takes it all
The loser standing small
Beside the victory
That's her destiny
I was in your arms
Thinking I belonged there
I figured it made sense
Building me a fence
Building me a home
Thinking I'd be strong there
But I was a fool
Playing by the rules
The gods may throw a dice
Their minds as cold as ice
And someone way down here
Loses someone dear
The winner takes it all
The loser has to fall
It's simple and it's plain
Why should I complain?
But tell me does she kiss
Like I used to kiss you?
Does it feel the same
When she calls your name?
Somewhere deep inside
You must know I miss you
But what can I say?
Rules must be obeyed
The judges will decide'
The likes of me abide
Spectators of the show
Always staying low
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all
I don't wanna talk'
Cause it makes me feel sad
And I understand
You've come to shake my hand
I apologize
If it makes you feel bad
Seeing me so tense
No self-confidence
But you see
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all
The game is on again
A lover or a friend
A big thing or a small
The winner takes it all
The winner takes it all

Because I LOVE u

因為愛你. 所以放手還你自由
因為愛你. 所以不再讓你困擾
因為愛你. 所以寧願自己難過
因為愛你. 所以我逼自己離開
张贴者 alvin 时间： 下午7:20 0 评论

I love you, so I have to let you go
I love you, so I can't let you feel bad anymore
I love you, so I rather be sad by myself
I love you, so I have to go

Read this from someone's blog and kind of 'feel' it the same way. We HAVE to let go something in life, though we are not HAPPY to.
http://myspace-vin.blogspot.com/

Rainy October

It has been rainy for the past week.
It's gloomy in the afternoon
but cozy at night

Good to curl under the blanket
Best if you are here too!

Hilton probably feel cold
He is sleeping outside my room...

you promises

"I will still be your angel, no matter what."
I am a kid in mind, remember all promises.

By Taking Risks..

There are many things in life that we need to make decision
Whether to follow your heart or to follow your brain
Some of the time I try to seek for a balance
But most of the time I go along the way where my heart goes
Then I named them as 'journey in life with no regret!'

'But how will I know who my soulmate is?'
'By taking risks,' She said to Brida. 'By risking failure, disappointment, disillusion, but never ceasing in your search for Love. Aslong as you keep looking, you will triump in the end.' - BRIDA by Paulo Coelho.

Malay Girls

Found this picture when I am doing housekeeping for my phot gallery. This is taken during the Sabah Development Corridor Expo in KK back in January 29, 2008. We were told to organise the expo within a week. Zack, Mo and myself flew to KK to inspect the set up and co-ordinate the protocal part... Tiring but well, is an experience.

Crazy DREAMS

When I was 10, I wished nothing; I was really is

When I was 18, I wished I could enjoy the campus life, like the show 90210; I do have countless precious memories

When I was 21, I wished I could be shinning in the PR industry, see a lot of interesting people; but then I felt I am not a good suit for that

When I was 23, I went to school again, hoping to see the world abroad; and it has really opened my eye to the world

When I was 24, my market value is not bad at that age, but I was walking around and around in a circle

When I was 26, I set my foot in the United States of America, with a dreams of seeing more of the world, from inside; tasted some spices of life

When I was 27, one of many dreams has realized; I thought I could fly high in a MNC, but soon realized I am not a corporate climber

When I was 28, I thought I would want to settle down at where I am; and I brought Hilton into my life

And now that I am 29, I wish I could have a family; a few kids and and Hilton

And now that I am not married, or even if I won't, I wish, I have a beautiful daughter or a good looking boy just look like you, and I will be the single mother, raise them with all my love...
(Oppsss!)

Why Passport

I have just renewed my passport today.

And I started to wonder why do we have to use passport to travel across the countries.
And why do we, each of us has to belong to a country?
Why can't we all human beings who live in the same planet, consider ourselves as same citizen?

Why can't I go wherever I want freely?
Why can't I live in UK this year and Europe the next?
Why can't I swim across the ocean and set my footprints on the land of Australasia, or New Zealand?
Why, and why, and why....?

I Have a Dream

I have a dream
A song to sing
To help me cope
With anything
If you see the wonder
Of a fairy tale
You can take the future
Even if you failI believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the streamI have a dream

I have a dreamA fantasy
To help me throughReality
And my destination
Makes it worth the while
Pushing through the darkness
Still another mileI believe in angels
Something good in everything I see
I believe in angels
When I know the time is right for me
I'll cross the stream
I have a dream
I'll cross the stream
I have a dream
I'll cross the stream
I have a dream

***Thank you, my angel!***

Mama Mia Fever

Who wants to watch Mama Mia Musical show with me?

According to Katie, one of the show is for charity and is tax exempted! Come on!

Innocent Days (6)

Happy Birthday to you....

(in my brother 6 years old birthday)

Smile.. hehehe....

I like birthday, anyone's birthday!

When is my turn??

Yeah! Is my turn!

Make a wish before I blow the candles

I conquered the cake!

Innocent Days (5)

Baba...are those swan or duck?

sooo much fun!

mama with me at the beach

Innocent Days (4)

A normal afternoon at home became interesting

when I had all these colorful stuffs with me

I like to be carried on the back.
I used to pretend zzz in living room and let them carried me to upstairs (hehe).

What 's that?

My elder brother of 4 years gap

Innocent Days (3)

Innocent Days (2)

Hey, come on! Let's go shopping!

Ready for a stage show?

Serious time for piano lesson

Do u like what u hear?

My Innocent days

my ma ma and Brother Ah Loong

ma ma... Help!

哈哈哈！

妈妈，他们在做什么？

有妈的孩子像个宝

爱情 让人感到寂寞

"Hey, that's the wrong car!"

I went for dinner with a friend last night. We stop our car beside the shop next to the restaurant.

Conversation was good and so as the dinner. After my friend settled the bill, we walked to the car. I then open the passenger door and suddenly found that my friend was still walking, about 20 feet ahead from where I was. Immediately I look at the passenger seat and saw a red pillow on the centre console between the driver and passenger seat. "There's no pillow placing here just now" I was thinking in my mind. At the same time, my friend shouted: "My car is so different from this car. How can you mistaken the two?" Immediately I turned my head to the left and checked if there's anyone see me open their car door. No. straight away I closed the door and ran to my friend.

Sorry my friend, I dont intend to embarress you. You should know by now that I am kind of 'blurr'.

Some small little things AMuSe me

In her bedroom

Some asked: "Why is she wearing bikini at het house garden terrace?"

I like this one..like peeking into someone's house. She is standing in her living room, staring at her TV..?

This couple looks like in the mid of fighthing!

This is a good one! Artistic huuh?

A bathroom back to back to a laundry room.. I kind of like this too :)

Jco Donuts

Many years ago, I had my first donut from Dunkin Donuts at Pudu Bus Terminal. And I told myself ever since then that donut is sucks! When I was in Boston, Dunkin Donuts outlets are everywhere. You could probably see more than 1 outlet within a town. Most Bostanian are crazy for Dunkin Donuts coffee or donuts. It didnt change my mind towards donut. I was remain unlike that stuff. So you can tell that I was never a big fan for donuts. ....Untill I tried the Big Apple Donuts for the first time, sometimes this month.

I am not dying for donuts. Either Big Apple or Jco. In fact their products are the same. I still can't tell the difference in terms of taste... probably I should try more often..kekeke... :P

My favorite in sequence order:

California Almond

Pink

Mango

...............................

yum yum!

Want a bite?

Choco? Green Tea? or Oreo?